Today I feel quite low. My now husband got on a flight to Bangkok this morning and so I am all alone. I did some shopping, and even got a free bag (courtesy of my lovely father), then I mowed the lawn, then destroyed the lawn with the strimmer. I don't feel like eating and my tummy feels kinda funny. And Ayesha is following me everywhere I go.
All in all I feel sad. Just want my Philip to hug. Think the fact I have 4 long, busy days at work with noone to come home too is part of the reason.
It doesn't really feel like I'm going on honeymoon in 6 days.
And I am so so worried about leaving Ayesha. Even though she has a lovely catsitter.
Ok, moan over. Will try to be happier now.